love actually...

Never love with all your heart,
It only ends in aching;
And bit by bit to the smallest part
That organ will be breaking.

Never love with all your mind,
It only ends in fretting;
In musing on sweet joys behind,
Too poignant for forgetting.

Never love with all your soul,
For such there is no ending,
Though a mind that frets may find control,
And a shattered heart find mending.

Give but a grain of the heart's rich seed,
Confine some under cover,
And when love goes, bid him God-speed.
And find another lover.

another me and another you..

i found this and thought of you..(you know who you are..)

'I made myself vulnerable to hurting, to missing, and loving someone so badly that it torments me when the time comes that I have to let go. It is only recently that I realised that I wouldn't be human if I didn't allow myself to feel these emotions...'

Thank you for being the wake-up call

Which saved me from the nightmare

That I didn’t want to awaken from,

For being God’s response to a prayer I know I don’t deserve answered.

Thank you for being the blessing that I thought was beyond my dreams to even ask for

Thank you for once taking the time to open my heart And helping my emotions come alive again,

For helping me to realize that perhaps I’ve always wanted someone

To share my life and my plans with,

Thank you for showing me that I do know how to care And be cared for.

Thank you so much for being the reason That I tried hard to fix my life for,

For being the only one for whom I wanted to be clean and whole again.

Thank you for teaching me to be patient,

For making me learn to accept that sometimes,

There’s no one and nothing to blame

When things don’t turn out the way we want them to.

And thank you for making me willing to wait, Even when I know that…

… You cannot be there to catch me when I fall ….

You cannot be by my side when I need someone to dry my tears …

You cannot give your hand when I need someone to hold on to …

You cannot be there if I just want to see your face And, I guess, most of all that you cannot be there

To see just how my eyes sparkle,

How my face lights up At the thought of you.

And most importantly, I’d like to thank you

For making me realize that I am capable,

At some point in my life – at this very moment, Of feeling that there’s nothing more I’d wish for than to be to you, someday,

Everything that you cannot be to me today.

RanDomMm....

THE BEST WAY TO CRITICISE OTHERS IS TO DO YOURS BETTER!!

so., i'll do mine and YOU do YOURS!!
heheheheh

my edinburgh days..

"Two may talk together under the same roof for many years, yet never really meet; and two others at first speech are old friends."

I don't remember how we happened to meet each other. I don't remember who got along with whom first. All I can remember is all of us together...always..

the road not taken...robert frost and me..

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that, the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
two roads diverged in a wood, and I --
I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference.

i've lived a wonderful life, met wonderful people and experienced the wonders of love.. this path that i've chosen, was one that was less travelled by..with a heart full of hopes and dreams, i wish for the blessing to start all over again and that i'll be living another year of a truly wonderful life...

of what i look forward to..

Try not to become a man of success but a man of value.

Albert Einstein