another me and another you..

i found this and thought of you..(you know who you are..)

'I made myself vulnerable to hurting, to missing, and loving someone so badly that it torments me when the time comes that I have to let go. It is only recently that I realised that I wouldn't be human if I didn't allow myself to feel these emotions...'

Thank you for being the wake-up call

Which saved me from the nightmare

That I didn’t want to awaken from,

For being God’s response to a prayer I know I don’t deserve answered.

Thank you for being the blessing that I thought was beyond my dreams to even ask for

Thank you for once taking the time to open my heart And helping my emotions come alive again,

For helping me to realize that perhaps I’ve always wanted someone

To share my life and my plans with,

Thank you for showing me that I do know how to care And be cared for.

Thank you so much for being the reason That I tried hard to fix my life for,

For being the only one for whom I wanted to be clean and whole again.

Thank you for teaching me to be patient,

For making me learn to accept that sometimes,

There’s no one and nothing to blame

When things don’t turn out the way we want them to.

And thank you for making me willing to wait, Even when I know that…

… You cannot be there to catch me when I fall ….

You cannot be by my side when I need someone to dry my tears …

You cannot give your hand when I need someone to hold on to …

You cannot be there if I just want to see your face And, I guess, most of all that you cannot be there

To see just how my eyes sparkle,

How my face lights up At the thought of you.

And most importantly, I’d like to thank you

For making me realize that I am capable,

At some point in my life – at this very moment, Of feeling that there’s nothing more I’d wish for than to be to you, someday,

Everything that you cannot be to me today.